Tonight...

Seriously, I hate blogger on my phone b/c it never saves the novel of a post I spent so much time on. Glad I have the tablet at work tonight. Maybe that was my cue that what I was writing was too emotional for right now. I'm missing him so much tonight, and it thoroughly sucks.

"You feel like your fallin backwards,
Like your slippin through the cracks..
..You walk outside and all you see is rain,
You look inside and all you see is pain
And you can't see it now..
..But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holdin on"
-from "One Day You Will" by Lady Antebellum

"Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger"
-from "A Little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans

"All the things I've felt and never shared
All the times that she was lonely with me there
Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes
And how I let her go without a fight

The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart
But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark
I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life
If love ever gives me another try

There's no changing things that we regret
The best that we can hope for is one more chance
If the hands of time could just move in reverse
I wouldn't make the same mistake again with her"
-from "Another Try" by Josh Turner ft. Trisha Yearwood