She Can't Be Me

Who are you?
You seem familiar but
My mind can't place you
That smile
That laugh...
Where did you come from?
Who is this girl
I see in the mirror?
We favor, she and I
The same lazy right eye
And the scar next to the left...
Those eyes are so full of hope
So full of promise...
Mine, they scream dull
So many more scars, I bear
She is unscathed
Resembles nothing of
What I've become
Shows no wear
From the years now past
She sees nothing of the future
Only hopes things will be okay
She knows nothing
Nothing of the heartache she'll face
That's not me in the mirror
Did I ever exude such hopes?
Did I ever believe in love?
Was I ever that happy?
That's wrong...she can't be me